Thursday, May 27, 2010

What I've learned from William Wilberforce

This evening I subdued my 'stick-in-the-mud' nature and crept out into society for a night of friendship, pizza, and movie with my sister and some friends. As well as a lovely time spent cultivating new and old friendships, I was especially touched by the movie we watched, "Amazing Grace," the story of William Wilberforce and his endeavours to abolish the slave trade in Great Britain. Although I'd seen this movie twice before, the story resonated within me tonight as it had never done before, and I was startled to find myself blinking back tears.

Wilberforce and his supporters changed their world. Slave traders were cruel beyond description in their treatment of the African slaves, but many of the current politicians' hearts were hardened when faced with the plight of these poor people. The financial benefit produced by the slave traders was a greater concern to these men than the welfare of their fellow human beings. Wilberforce, however, was haunted by accounts how African men, women, and children were transported across the oceans in conditions not fit for animals to survive, let alone humans created in the image of God. Having recently become a Christian (One of my favourite quotes from "Amazing Grace": "Have you found God, sir?" Wilberforce, "I think He found me."), Wilberforce first thought he would need to quit politics in order to serve God, but he was urged by friends that by fighting to abolish the slave trade, he was serving God using the gifts he had been given. This encourages me, because it is easy to think we are not able to "change the world" unless we go out and do something extraordinarily spectacular. Not so! Wilberforce was a politician --a brilliant one, to be sure-- and God used him *as a politician* not as a missionary, nor a martyr. Even so, God can use each of us in the workplaces, communities, families, countries, even universities that we find ourselves living in today just as he uses missionaries and martyrs in lands hostile to the Gospel.

The other point that I took out from the movie was how long the battle raged before slavery was abolished. I am awestruck when I consider Wilberforce campaigned for twenty years or so to persuade the British Parliament to pass his bill. *Twenty* years!!!! Yes, he experienced times of discouragement, but he never lost his passion to eradicate the inhumane treatment towards the African people. While it is easy for us in the 21st century to express horror from our armchairs at the thought of what those slaves endured centuries ago, especially when you believe God created all men equal, Wilberforce publically spoke out against his own countrymen and encountered much slander, condemnation, and betrayal along the way. No doubt God strengthened him to endure these hardships and sustained him throughout those seemingly endless years of fruitless labour.

William Wilberforce's testimony has convicted me. In my own life I find I all too frequently adopt the dangerously soporific attitude of indifference. I like to be considered a 'safe' person, a boring stick-in-the-mud who doesn't cause disturbances, but tonight I am ashamed of that. Of course it's easier to say nothing; of course it's safer to keep quiet about what you stand for; of course it's more comfortable to blend in with the crowd; but I will never abolish the "slave traders" of this world if I do.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Hymn


Teach me, O Lord, to follow Him who trod
With loving zeal the pathway to His God;
Help me to rest my faith on Him alone
Who died for my transgression to atone.

Wean my rebellious heart from earthly things,
Show me the Fount whence living water springs;
Teach me to feel that, when afflictions come,
They're sent in love, to turn my thoughts to home.

So may I live, that in my daily race
The things of God may hold the highest place;
So may I die, that death to me may be
The opening dawn of immortality.

N. Lambert

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Random musings... from a much-contented music student

The semester is nearly over!!! I have so much to be thankful for. I'm starting to get into holiday mode. With the weight of most of my assignments off my shoulders, I feel the need for... hot chocolate... and a good night's rest... with maybe a movie played on my laptop while snuggled up in bed... perhaps the faint strains of Louis Armstrong's or the Ten Tenors' "Wonderful World" echoing softly in the background...

Only the sudden realization that one of my library books is now overdue can somewhat temper my contentment... Oh well, I suppose one can't have everything!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Reflections of a sheep

Isn't it amazing how small things become so dear to you? Things like hugs from your brother or sister, flowers, a lift home from a friend, the moment you realize a baby is growing up, a phone call from a dear friend that lives far away, assignments that you put your heart and soul into so that you feel lost after you've handed them in, a favourite book you rediscover, colours bursting through everything around you, homemade cooking, birds singing, music...

Beautiful things. Simple things. Cherished things. Things I take for granted.

Yesterday I handed in two large assignments, one of them I'd been working on for the past month or so. I awakened this morning to what felt like a whole new world, a world where I can have conversations that last more than 2 minutes with my little brother, have coffee with my mother and sister, take the time to let my older brother know that I miss him, show my parents how much I love them through simple tasks... It's a beautiful world again!

University is great, I enjoy learning so much about the world of music, and I'm grateful for all the opportunities it brings, but it has stretched me these past few weeks. I caved into my perfectionist attitude, panicked over each assignment, agonized over my (lack-of) practice, and tried to give the impression I was in control. I wasn't. It was only when I admitted that to myself that I found comfort. God is in control, His outlook is much larger than my own, and no matter how big these assignments appeared to me, they were not to Him. Once I realized that, I tried to live each day for Him, not my assignments, for assignments come and go, but God is forever with me!

So now I find myself in a blissful state of contentment, happy to rediscover the comforts of life. But it is just as easy to give precedence towards bodily comfort instead of to serving God and obeying His Word! How fragile, how insecure, how incredibly sheep-like we humans truly are! If only we would trustingly follow the Good Shepherd wherever He leads us, we would take the time to enjoy the blessings He gives us along the way instead of fretting over little things like university assignments we turn our attention to. This little sheep has a lot to learn still!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Abide with me

I've been listening to this hymn quite frequently this past week, so I thought I'd share it with you. It's one of my all-time favourite hymns...


Abide with me; fast flows the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide.
When other helpers fail and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, O abide with me.

Swift to its ebb flows out life's little day;
Earth's joys grow dim, its glories pass away;
Change and decay in all around I see;
O Thou Who changest not, abide with me.

I need Thy presence every passing hour.
What but Thy grace can foil the tempter's power?
Who, like Thyself, my guide and stay can be?
Through cloud and sunshine, Lord, abide with me.

I fear no foe with Thee at hand to bless;
Ills have no weight and tears no bitterness.
Where is death's sting? Where, grave, thy victory?
I triumph still, if Thou abide with me.

Hold Thou Thy cross before my closing eyes;
Shine through the gloom and point me to the skies.
Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;
In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me.

Henry F. Lyte 1793-1847